Dear you,
It's been a few days since we started speaking. I never thought i'd say this, but i'm a little terrified. I think we are incredibly similar and i've had alot of fun talking to you, but i feel pressured by you. I can understand if you're enthusiastic, but do you realise that you make me feel as if i'm being coerced in to being in a relationship with you? I dont know whether you realise, but i feel uncomfortable, and disappointed, because i didnt think you'd make me feel like this. Why are you suggesting we discuss how to make Ldr's work? Why are you saying that i've forgotten to say something, as if i have to do so? As if i've done something wrong and should feel guilty? Do you want to control me? You will push me away if this continues, and i dont want to be pushed away, but this is overwhelming. You need to slow down. You need to relax. You seem tense and eager to steer things forward. Have you considered what i want? How i feel? It will not work if you rush this. I just wish you didn't come out with comments that make me unsettled and ruin the enjoyment i had with you. Ive also noticed that you may be somebody who doesn't respect my need for time alone. My need for space. I dont want to talk to you for 24 hours in a day. That would be unhealthy. I dont want to log off and feel that i need to rush because you may be waiting for me and worrying. Im scared that im getting myself in to a situation ive been in before. A situation where i want to satisfy someone, but thats at the expense of my own happiness.
Please. Just let m breathe.