Words can not describe how scared I am. My offers might seem to low to some people, but they seem ****ing impossible to me at the mo. I doubt I got them.
I think it would be hard not to dread them. People see meeting their offer as a relief, and missing it as a failure. Maybe this is just my pessimistic view, but there's no possible good outcome. It's either OK if I meet firm, bad if I meet insurance, and disaster if I miss both.
Bit of both, alot is riding on me passing and getting into uni so this has been the most nerve wracking wait out of all results. I'm excited because i finally want to know whether i've got into uni and don't have to keep thinking "oh god what if i don't get in" and stop myself buying things just incase i don't need them lol. I'm also dreading it because i'd rather be in a state of unknown and telling myself i've passed than knowing i've failed and facing the depression that will come after it, especially watching all my friends go off to uni whilst i'm left behind again.
I think i'm insanely nervous. I can't stop thinking, and my stomach turns upside down every time i think about it. I'm cacking myself about this, i've either completely missed my grades, or i've got something like AAA. I have NO idea.
I'm looking forward to it- whatever grades I get for my AS results, I know I'm going to resit or redo coursework modules anyway. I just need them so I know how quickly I'm going to have to put together my coursework.