random thought
i used to be proper intimidated by smart people. like their intellect & how more advanced it seemed to that of my own, used to scare me. but now, we’ll not now as in right now, but as in for a while, i’ve changed from that. instead of feeling scared by how much cleverer these people seem compared to me, i try to cancel out the comparing business, because i don’t need that, nah. & as well, even if i do subconsciously slip into a process of comparing, i view it positively. i like to use that to my advantage by going ‘so what if they can do that? i can do that too, see?’ & will work to a point where i can. they no longer scare me, in fact they influence me, give me a goal. which is good. because i like things factual, that are set in stone, not possibilities. so if i can see that they can do something, i then know i can too 🤓
^ eh, probably makes no sense 😂