i'm literally useless at maths. i don't get it. i've spent hours studying and going over every little bit of the whole curriculum but it does nothing. i pretty much fail everything in physics, and with chem and bio i'm alright until maths is involved. can't keep formulas in my head, no matter how many flashcards i make. everything just goes in one ear out the other. we don't have enough money to get a tutor. every bit of maths homework i do brings me to tears and i barely hold them back in maths lessons at school. i breakdown in maths exams and forget everything, even if i had been going over it just before the exam started. all the other subjects like english pe and religous im okay at, and im pretty good at geography until we have to do maths questions on exams, whch brings my overall grade down. i hate maths so much and the amount of anxiety and stress its caused me has probably taken 2 years off my lifespan lol. i wish i was like my friends in the top set who seem to do everything with ease, getting top grades on all their exams while i, 99% of the time fail and the other 1% barely scrape a pass.