I have abandoned this site and I only logged back in today because I got back from my holiday a while ago and I am not supposed to be on socials so I was itching for another source of dopamine. Didn't know Chanel already deleted her account. If she sees this, she will know I am procrastinating super hard. I will delete my account once I have found a way to record my blogs because I want to be able to look back and see how annoying I used to be. XD Ugh, guys, I have realised I am definitely moving out of the UK at some point, even if for a few years. The weather here is just not it. I miss the beach and the sun and the wilderness of it all. Now I have to go for walks in the park and everything is too organised. I miss it so, so much. If I take a gap year before I start my official job, I want to go back to the holiday destination and maybe live there for a year or something.