Original post by bamsaHaving an ongoing crisis with my a levels choices. I achieved A*A*A* in my end of year mocks last month so I am doing well, but i’m just not completely happy with my subjects. I feel like I’ve wasted my potential by not choosing bio/chem. They would’ve given me more options at degree level (don’t wish to do medicine, but I would’ve had the option of doing subjects like biotechnology, optometry, neuroscience etc). But then again, I don’t think im naturally super talented with stem (with GCSES I spent most of my time revising bio, mainly because I enjoyed it, but in the end scraped a 9 by 2 marks, compared to the humanities which I excelled in). I might just obsessed with the ‘idea’ of these subjects, where in reality if I were to take them I’d likely struggle. When choosing my a levels, I just chose a useful subject, an enjoyable one, and one I was good at. The reason I didn’t take the sciences (I do do maths though) is because I always felt like they’d be too difficult for me as i didnt have a natural aptitude. Despite this, I did end up with 999 in triple science.
I’ve just done so much (over) thinking in these last months. Here are my options:
1. Just stick with my current subjects. I really don’t like one of them, but I do well in it, and there is only one year left. With this option i’d most likely be able to achieve the highest grades. I would go to uni for psych (which I do absolutely love) at hopefully a top uni
2. Take up either bio/chem now. This is a difficult one, as I would have to learn the year 12 content over summer and join a year 13 class as normal after summer, but it will take a lot of stress and i’m not sure if I will do well. There’s a chance I will sacrifice my other grades. If I am able to do well though, this would have the best outcome as i’d have the a level within the 2 year period (and either come out with 3 subjects having dropped one of my current, or 4 if I take it alongside my 3 current subjects)
3. Restart the year completely with new subjects. The issue with this is that I have no idea how I would find bio and chem, so restarting is super risky as I could wind up with much lower grades in the end after 3 years, instead of top grades after 2 years. I know resitting this year isn’t overly unusual, but it is almost hit or miss as I will either be super happy with my decision, or be super regretful and feel as though I wasted a year and find it difficult to make new friends etc
Should I just suck it up and keep going with my subjects? How do I get over the ‘what ifs’ and constant nagging which tells me i’m missing out by not doing the sciences.? You might say to base this decision off of what I want to do in the future/career, but honestly I have no idea!!!
Please help!!