I am in 12 th grade, average student, no relationship , nd topper friends....
I have my collage entrance exams on January 24 nd 2nd attempt around March ...I know I still have time to improve but I am not able to focus I was physically unfit for around 1.5 months nd even after that I couldn't study becz I thought I broke my rythm...also my school took 3 preboards which put me in a lot of pressure ...I am not able to focus on anything everyday I decide to complete a subject nd I end completing a drama ....I gave up upon my dreams to get into a decent collage nd enjoy my life now I feel I might need to take a drop year but my parents won't help be ....becz they think if u can't do it in 1 year u can't do it in 2 either ....they won't support me ......I only motivated once I get to know that my friend are already ahead of me but now even that is not working I already know they all are ahead of me but I am simply sitting nd think what can I do I already messed up....I feel there is no point of studying now since I wont get marks ......I don't know why is this happening to me everything was going smoothly until a few months ago now I think everything is ****ed up