mm, trying just so wound up atm
not sure, can ask them about it and see but I don't expect much luck, if not then idk, my mum might be able to lend me some but I would have to ask her, my dad just lost his job so he can't and tbh that upset me cause now im worried about things for him.
sent them like five texts over the last few days, none of which got a reply, tried to call the other day no answer just kept ringing, sent them several PM's on here, tried to message them on Skype but they blocked me
clearly I just ****ed something up so they hate me now.
not sure, probably September, just not at all convinced I will be better by then, CBT appointment I have been given will be hard to get to as my mum is working that day and my dad is away as well. they probably won't give me another appointment for ages as it took long enough to get this one. and CMHT who they suggested I see again just fobbed me off last time so I have no hopes for, not sure my GP knows what to do other than just upping my meds either.
feel so crap and overwhelmed and just wish I had friends at a time like this who I could go see or even just talk to for a bit or something, idk.