Important thing to remember:All of this is a result of chemicals in your brain. Your meds having a decreased effect for some reason, or stress chemicals (technical term
) being released cos of going on that trip, or some other factor we don't know about. Medication can help control these symptoms, and it's important you keep taking your meds so as not to deteriorate further. All of this stuff you've been thinking is a part of your world you experience, but not the world shared with other people. These things can't harm you apart from by your own actions.
I think you ought to tell your wife/get someone to calmly tell her on your behalf. It's true she won't like the news (because she loves and worries about you, just she's a bit of a dumbass in terms of showing it
), but hiding this from her is causing you a lot of stress, which is even worse for you.
Also remember you can talk to me whenever I'm by a computer (or text Rob to pass on a message). Plus you promised to discuss my dissertation with me.
Also also, progress is being made on the mystery project, keep me informed as to any medication changes.
Also also also...
everlasting kitty!