What's the point in living if you will never be great? I'll never change the world for the better, I'll never be the first to climb Everest or the first to achieve something, I'll never write a beautiful piece of music, or write a play or a book that will bring joy to millions, I'll never be in a position of power to change the world for the better, I will not be celebrated or remembered by the world when I'm gone .... I swear I will never listen to music, read books or poetry ever again, it just makes me feel worse about myself that I will never do something like that. I have all these thoughts in my head about life and I don't have the intelligence to express it and it's killing me.