actually feeling fairly relaxed today, thismorning i felt aweful after having nightmareish dreams last night.
been home alone all day and just done what
I want, not have people stressing out and stuff.
going to a bbq tomorrow night which A im quite excited about, but B its a village thing, so lots of questions and C my mums getting me alcohol which ill have to be careful with
still waiting on my sister having a baby which im getting so stupidly excited about, i just want to meet my nephew now, this whole waiting 9 months malarky is silly!
ALSO sent off an application form for a job yesterday
first one iv sent off this summer, so im quite pleased with myself