Mental Health Support Society Mk XIV

I DID IT!!!!!!

I survived my first day at college and people actually spoke to me through choice and it was brilliant AND I MADE FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I got nominated for the ice bucket challenge annnnnd I want to do it, but I'm on Pay-As-You-Go and don't have enough credit for a donation and I can't find my phone What do I do?

How's everyone doing?

I DID IT!!!!!!

I survived my first day at college and people actually spoke to me through choice and it was brilliant AND I MADE FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DID IT!!!!!!

I survived my first day at college and people actually spoke to me through choice and it was brilliant AND I MADE FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes I'm too depressed to apply for jobs, mainly due to past experiences of applying for many jobs and being rejected from everything (makes me feel awful ). But luckily I managed to pluck up the courage to sit on my computer last night and today and apply for loads of jobs. I know I can only keep trying, and I'm feeling hopeful that I'll get something soon . I just came back home from my latest travels, and only need something between now and when I move to Edinburgh in November. Though, maybe I'll move there earlier if I can find a course I want to do that starts in August or September. Decisions, decisions....

I DID IT!!!!!!

I survived my first day at college and people actually spoke to me through choice and it was brilliant AND I MADE FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dr Who last night was really triggering. That's how I act when I'm psychotic

Tell me about it and even when I've had enough sleep I don't like to get out of bed until the 'proper time'

I couldnt remember if that was the good news or not I was so sleep deprived.Do you know the hives? Garage rock. They have an amazing live performance, great crowd interaction. I listen to some older music too, this band isn't the newest band in the world either really. I just kinda hung about after the gig, wandering almost aimlessly, tagging along. I try to be punctual for gigs so I arrive when the ticket says to arrive, get a drink of water and head to the stage. Usually I'm not completely at the front but really near. Gig before this I ended up only one row back from the front but also crushed. This time there was a tiny gap and at some point I slid in sideways into that gap because I was skinny enough and somehow ended up facing full forward too.

Bah, insurance company/pharmacy is being awkward so I still haven't started the new antipsychotic. Hopefully it'll be sorted tomorrow although I have a 3 hour exam in the afternoon and with the voices shouting like this I have no idea how I'm gonna concentrate. At the moment I'm not even sure I'm gonna bother turning up, I keep making mistakes and going back to fix them just on writing this post and part of the exam is a typing speed test so I'm ****ed.

See above post That and rehoming pet and the camping (all sorta the same issue, but ) Thanks though
I need to listen to more AM - got a few of their albums but it always seems to gruff for my mood (okay, not "gruff" I don't know what word I'd say to describe it )

You've been a lot more productive than me! Organised my shelves but that's pretty much it!



I'm sure you have time I really wish I could knit lil' characters to be fair
Tesco come okay? Sorry about annoying people not turning up for the games :/

Traffic this weekend seems to just generally be fairy busy - I just went along a route I'm used to to sainsbury's Haven't really 'ventured along the coast road yet Should do at some point though


Definitely exciting! Me too - I always find myself talking to myself But oftentimes the few times can feel properly free Haha I can't run at all Get exhausted far too quickly!

Well sometimes if things go wrong then the tent can leak if it's raining badly/the tent's not good enough - it's not a complete disaster and doesn't often happen - just makes the holiday more interesting if it does

Do you have many/any coping techniques for it?

We stood and watched him for a fair while I think I have a video on my phone somewhere of it Haha!
Yeah Never watched Friends? Or the episodes with chick and duck? Whichever it is you should!

Thanks

Especially ducks

Hope there aren't too many people like that :/ I know my friend always gives those/rude people paper bags if it's raining - their stuff gets wet

Seaside Oh no I hope they heal up soon - Blisters aren't fun at all Stalled a couple of times today in annoying places too - I swear this just stalls far too easily though! Just did the same trip to sainsbury's again

Yes, I'm sure they will Yeah, is scary Do try make sure you go though if you find you're struggling! Though hopefully the fresh start/freedom should help? Not rambling - or at least you're making sense Currently fearing diagnosis for sort of similar reasons possibly, I'm not quite sure.

You are lots!! Thanks Likewise - though don't fell pressured to reply asap! Don't expect you to


Was thinking the same earlier!


As panda says, can go another day Hope they quieten up



Thanks

Patrick Stewart (and data)

Yays! Sounds good - is nice seeing friends (even if I'm being incredibly scared of it at the moment )
It's alright to still feel mweh though, sort of - I mean it's sad - but don't feel bad for thinking it? Sounds as though they're good friends though - and nice of them to visit!

Yeah mine too, although with drinking games/when drunk/at parties recently they're always semi-boasting about stuff semi-subtly :/ I'm sort of fine with it, but just scary and Yeah I know what you mean - as in it's not the people mocking, but just the fact that they're not single and you are


If it's any somehow consolation, it sounds as though they're super tough work Though also very adorable

completely dont understand the USA system, but hope it gets sorted soon!

whats the exam for?

Thanks. t's a pretty new drug so is expensive which means I need to jump through a few hoops before they'll agree to pay for it. The pharmacy didn't tell me this until just now and the insurance company closes at 5pm (It's just gone 5). It's like $700 a month so there's no way I can pay myself.

The exam is for a job I've applied to. One 3 hour one tomorrow and a 4 hour one on friday. It's kinda ridiculous but I need a job and this one pays better than McDonald's.

oh no! silly pharmacy! hopefully they will pay for it! try again tomorrow i guess?

whattttt 2 exams for a job really hope the voices shut up and let you get on with it!

Yeah, gonna call them tomorrow.

I know, it's ridiculous, I thought there was just a typing speed test I have no idea what the rest of the test is. :/

Thanks, I hope so too although I doubt it.



My cat's jumped on the desk and keeps rubbing himself on my fingers as I type. I like to think this is because he's a therapy cat and is trying to cheer me up but it's probably just because he's hungry.

My cat's jumped on the desk and keeps rubbing himself on my fingers as I type. I like to think this is because he's a therapy cat and is trying to cheer me up but it's probably just because he's hungry.

how baffling! like i said, hopefully the voices piss off so you can do it!


deffinately go with the therepy cat idea sounds much nice than hunger cat
i miss how my old cat used to come and sit on me when i was down, and hide under the blanket with me and stuff.
ohh i want a pet
then next place we move to i want to make sure i can have a pet

Good evening people



Mine does the same Nothing to do with being hungry, just attention seeking!