Mental Health Support Society Mk XIV

yeuuuck. cannot remember the last time I felt quite this horribly depressed. not a great deal of sign of instability or BPD symptoms, just pure depression. this is horrible

For sure I still haven't worked up the guts to ask for a code thing and password Well done you for doing that though - can't have been easy!



I get a bit embarrassed about it sometimes coz I'm really too old to be having my mum phone up for me. I just remind myself that I'm mentally disabled and that I need to be kinder to myself about these kinda things though

It's enough to put people off. Yay for recognising that people have phone phobia.

It's enough to put people off. Yay for recognising that people have phone phobia.

Don't be embarrassed about it, I get my mum to do the same for me too, phone calls are absolutely terrifying. It's not your fault



It really is, phone calls are really nervewracking!

Just to butt in here, I agree telephone calls are ****ing terrifying. I've made more phone calls in the past year than my whole life together and it really hasn't got any easier. I still have to practice beforehand

Think I bought the wrong replacement laptop. Eek.

Its become blatently clear my step dad has no idea about my life and it kinda upsets me. He has no idea how ill i am.

Also kinda thinking iv read into the email wrong and its meaning the opposite...


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Same, they're just scary and I have to rehearse what I'm going to say a lot and then build up some courage to use the phone

Its become blatently clear my step dad has no idea about my life and it kinda upsets me. He has no idea how ill i am.

Also kinda thinking iv read into the email wrong and its meaning the opposite...


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about your step dad, hun.
My dad is being similar, even though I told them the reason I'm resitting was MH stuff he thinks I was just lazy and out getting drunk all the time

And I had a look at the bit of the email you posted, and I'd say you read it right, it seems positive


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I think I can see where you're coming from with it meaning the opposite but I think that would be incredibly cruel of her to phrase it like that so I would be inclined to believe your first interpretation.

also, I saw your post about antidepressants. I really don't get their reasoning normally it's too easy to get them. Is there no one you can ask for a second opinion?

I just seem to have it in my brain that shes telling me to get my hopes up but its a big lie! I just know

Yeah i dont understand their reasoning either considering they didnt want me on quetiapine for long, so thought theyd want me off that not on more!
Well its up to me, my dr said shed only go with it if i agreed but i worry if i say no ill be left with nothing as she kinda goes with the MH team as guidence...


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Was getting more and more annoyed at myself for being completely incapable of doing anything like a normal person, or anything at all. Plus parents having a massive go at me for not being able to concentrate or remember anything (do they think I can help it? It drives me mad far more than them!), tired and feel generally crap and just got in a complete mess over it all and didn't know what to do with myself! There's a load more going on too but can't really say on here, not sure as I really want to go into it anyway

Oh yeah, I know what you mean! I've been known to stay up all night if I have a super important phonecall the next day just because I get so scared.

My wife has been forcing me to make all the calls as she has this strange idea that I'll hate them less if I have to make millions.

Poor people who suck on the phone

It's not something I've ever had difficulty with

PRSOM

awww .. Sometimes people just don't understand. They aren't trying to wind you up or anything, its just they don't get it.

Don't worry about the rant! .
I've been good thanks . Felt a little down about the whole being single stuff, but I get that from time to time.