oohhh, tough question
studies wise, probably what we're doing now (neuro) because the brain is awesome
medical-y wise, its a toss up between - i did a week long placement with a GP during the summer and got to take a bunch of bloods and medical histories and generally felt like a doctor
or last week on placement, i got to scrub in on an operation and hold equipment and talk to the surgeon, which was pretty cool
no problem at all hun
in my last year of sixth form i banned my whole family from speaking about university until after results day because i'd have panic attacks thinking about it, so i really do understand that pressure completely
i struggle with the exact same thing tbh hun, so i wish i could give you some tips
mainly i'd just say letting people know when you're feeling bad takes the pressure off certain tasks - for example, i told my module coordinators at uni last semester, which meant that they would understand if i didn't meet a deadline, so there was a little less pressure when it came to getting things done, which ended up in me actually being able to meet deadlines instead of hiding under my duvet
again, something i struggle with too - i've been having mental health problems for at least 5 years now - and i only saw a doctor about them last february
and my parents still have no idea
deliciously dangerous though