the darkness is every where and its swallowing me up and I'm running running running but i can't run fast enough and nothing is helping
Maybe try do some sports? Push-ups or sit-ups? It may give you an anker you can build up slowly ... I just have to think of Frodo right now and the light Galadriel gave him.
i cant breath right, its hard! my head is a mess and i cant seem to stop crying! there are too many reasons!!! but i am a waste! and thats the only reason i feel this way and i have my self to blame for being a useless person
You don't have to blame yourself, you just forot all the things you are capable of to do my yourself, the power to improve the situation by yourself.
so iv just wasted my entire night filling in a job application form for a job i wont get as i didnt read it properly and it doesnt want people with degrees
At least the next application will et quicker! (I forgot, that lectures have already started this week... => you are not alone.)
Maybe try do some sports? Push-ups or sit-ups? It may give you an anker you can build up slowly ... I just have to think of Frodo right now and the light Galadriel gave him.
You don't have to blame yourself, you just forot all the things you are capable of to do my yourself, the power to improve the situation by yourself.
And so brave!
...I know talkin know of cookies seem pathetic, but I wish you all the luck you get a feeling of eating very good cookies soon!
What crazy things?
You can. Maybe try to structure the revision with space for free time and talk to others, who did them last year, what they can give you for advise.
At least the next application will et quicker! (I forgot, that lectures have already started this week... => you are not alone.)
I have caramel chocolate digestives. It's not making any difference
Drama, like many of the arts, is highlycompetetive, and people often start from a real young age, chances are a lot of them have been in drama groups a lot. I know how crushing it is though, when others completely overshadow you, i pretty much gave up on drawing and artsy stuffs because i don't come close to most of the people out there.
Relationship stuff is always messy :d Only support her if you feel it won't be triggering in some way for you
Drama, like many of the arts, is highlycompetetive, and people often start from a real young age, chances are a lot of them have been in drama groups a lot. I know how crushing it is though, when others completely overshadow you, i pretty much gave up on drawing and artsy stuffs because i don't come close to most of the people out there.
Relationship stuff is always messy :d Only support her if you feel it won't be triggering in some way for you
Yeah, I like drama for the fun aspect but I don't know if I'll be able to stop comparing myself to everyone else and actually enjoy it. Plus at this rate I won't even get a part
It's just making me a bit sad, I want her to be happy but I really liked that guy (it seems what when I rarely like people I always fall for them pretty hard) and I don't know how I feel about it.. Like, I'm pretty much over him and stuff, it's been almost a year and we stayed friends, but if they end up together im gonna be jealous that he picked her and I wasn't good enough