Yeah, defo difficult
Ah I'm sorry
CFS-y/ME-y sort of thing?
Feel free to not answer!
Yes!
Haha, I might do, thanks
Election thingy went okay, so might buy them as a splash-out/can't be too bad!
hope you slept and are okay (?)
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Election went okay! Got a position, which is good, but brain is just a complete muddle. Almost didn't stay around to find out who won what, was just too anxious, and just felt like going and crying. Felt better about the result than I thought I would, too, was worried that I'd get this position and be disappointed/sad, because I'd felt quite strongly about the
other position when I was talking about it/giving my "speech"/hustings for it? But I think I'm good with this one? Feels strange, and just quite scary, as it's a bigger role, and just worried I won't manage it/won't be good enough
Luckily found out votes, and at least I didn't get in by default/won by a fair bit, but still
about it being too stressful.
Also the other position I think I would've gotten if it weren't for my preferences? Though the person was slightly vague when telling me the results of the positions, so not sure, might not have done
Probably best I don't know, as would just make me more worried/over-think-y, though might ask later. Not sure
Don't want to appear weird/overthink-y to other people too, though
At the moment feeling sort of happy? but also just confused and tear-y and sad and don't know
just scary, I think.
Thank you for everyone who put up with my rambles about it, though
bleh. Don't even know
anyway.
Annoying that this all got deleted earlier - stupid copy and paste -.-