But I haven't *actually* achieved it, I've still got the expedition to do/have been planning to do it this summer - but if I have the award then I can't do that, and just feels a bit dishonest, even if it's not my fault
really tempting just to leave it there, but think I'm going to ask them to un-award it, because I mean it was a mistake, and I'd like to do it
lots of
to you, I'm sorry you haven't been feeling so great this evening
65 is great
that's really really good!
sucking so much this year for assignments
:/
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Going to be so busy with cinema next week
I do enjoy it, but just takes a lot of time sometimes :/ got a couple emails to do for it and juggling too atm, and just bleeh
Behind on work, and whenever I attempt some I just get distracted instantly, don't really understand anything at the moment.
Had the shocking (for me) realisation a couple days ago that I can maybe do maximum 1-2 hours of work a day, and not even that at the moment, and just quite scary
Like I swear I used to be able to do more than that, but just atm struggling to remain focussed for more than 5 minutes, it feels like :s Maybe should try stuff without computer, but not sure how much will help - think I just get distracted thinking about stuff.... :/
Went for a run around outside when I got home tonight, was good - I like the common, it's so empty and nice at this time/evenings
(but in sight of road and stuff easily/safe)