My friend has invited me around to another friend's house tomorrow, I don't like doing this but I am trying to get a gym session in, as every day I aim to I don't get the time or lose motivation (last time I got there and didn't have my trainers ffs). If I don't keep on top of it my mood gets worse and atm I feel like I have laboured breathing, tired a lot and I'm not getting to bed at a sensible time, 5.30 am last night. I already have obsessive thoughts that my mum doesn't want me to go to the gym and wants me to put on weight which led to ED behaviours. I also have things to do around the house. But I feel like I have to please friends as the only way they are judging my recovery is coming out to every social, and they will see me as weak/lazy etc. if I do not go. What do I do?