When I came back to university I gave myself a don't drink in situations where you are anxious rule. Especially when ON my own. Now, this has worked really well I have barely been drunk at all since October (well, not at uni anyway) and I think overall I handle social stuff a lot better now.
Last night however, after being somewhat stressed on the way to a gig I decided I really wanted a cider. I have a habit of drinking something really quickly if I'm just standing around with it in my hands, mostly just as something to do. So that drink lasted all of ten minutes.Then I made a mistake, because the correct thing to do would be to order a non-alcoholic drink not another 3 ciders through the night and get sucked into the mosh pit (to be fair by the end the whole venue was joining in).
So after all that I had to head back to my room. A simple task, 15 minute walk down two fairly straight roads.
Now, I don't know how I ended up traversing basically all of Cambridge last night, I'm assuming a wrong turn and preoccupation with the lovely cider I was carrying but it took me the best part of an hour to get back after fence hopping to get back onto a road I knew. I am very glad I didn't cycle there in the end because I would not have been in a fit state to operate a bike.
So I messed up quite badly but I enjoyed myself, I went to a gig alone and talked to people. It was just the getting to and from there that was the issue. As my friend said an hour ago when she text me, after reminding me of how often I used to do this kind of thing back in Manchester, "Yeah, Valve did a stupid."