I've gone through a somewhat turbulent year and a half and recently I began reading Nietzsche (about a few months ago, perhaps around June). I discovered Nietzsche around March and found him a most interesting man with very intriguing ideas. I had heard about him before and about how he supposedly influenced Nazi or Fascist thinking, but I have come to learn that this is not a bit true and his ideas were almost opposite to anything Hitler or Mussolini would have believed. I can see why it would be easy to twist his ideas to mean something else, though.
Anyway, I would come home from school and read up on Nietzsche on my Kindle Fire and watch videos about him and his ideas, and decided, why not read his books? I found a website called Wikisource where books in the public domain find themselves published, and read his two books Human All Too Human and Beyond Good and Evil, both of which I completed around yesterday. Unfortunately, the Birth of Tragedy, The Dawn and The Gay Science aren't on there, but Thus Spake Zarathustra, probably his most famous work, On The Genealogy of Morals, and Untimely Meditations are all uploaded on there to my knowledge.
Nietzsche's philosophy has left me astounded. Just when I was about to deliver myself to the icy lair of pessimism, he has given me a new belief to cling to, to give my life new meaning. In reading him, I sped up the process of my collapse of religious faith and I no longer consider myself a Christian. He was able to accurately discern WHY people cling to faith and why specifically they cling to Christianity. I now see that it all results from a feeling of inferiority or low status, namely, the mentality of a slave, which gives rise to the morals of a slave, which has thus inverted the traditional meaning of morality. This is apt for no one more than my African family, who, having a background of poverty and hopelessness, found Christianity ready-made for them. All these fake "prophets" and wonder-workers I now see through. It is all deception. Watching documentaries on Benny Hinn and similar word-faith healers has cemented this belief. I do not dare tell my parents I no longer believe however, until I leave home.
Nietzsche's work is very esoteric, which means it is harder to understand him unless you already have previous experience in philosophy. His writings are dotted with references to Greek and Western philosophy, references to philosophers whose ideas he disapproves of, and, being a German prose writer, his work is full of long, winding sentences full of flowery language that can be hard to follow (thank goodness for Kaufmann's translation work) but if you stick to it, you should get through it without a problem. It has taken me about two months to finish both of his major works, and I feel a great sense of pride in having achieved it. My interest in philosophy as a whole has grown, and I am now looking to read Plato's Republic and perhaps Schopenhauer and Hegel too in order to get a better sense of what Nietzsche is talking about, Schopenhauer especially as Nietzsche reserves heavy criticism for him in particular. It helps to listen to Wagner as you read Nietzsche as Wagner was a good friend of his until a break some years later, and you get a sense of the kind of music Nietzsche might have enjoyed as a student (for he was a composer as well as a philologist, in other words, he studied classical texts).
Nietzsche's optimistic new theory has helped to lift me out of a relatively depressed mindset. I am now filled with a longing to be as great as he was. If any of you can give me help as to how I can further my studies on Nietzsche, please tell me.