Hey, so this is a weird one. And it is very long, but I need some advice.
I started my teacher training course back in September 2019, and I was enjoying it a lot. It was hard work but I had really good feedback from teachers I was sharing classes with.
My problem was with my mentor. She did not give me informative feedback, and usually it would take her 4 days for her to give me feedback on my professionally observed lessons.
So one Monday I had my observed lesson in which I sent the lesson plan to my mentor well into advance on friday so I could get feedback for it for the Monday.
I hadn't heard anything back Over the weekend so I went with my lesson plan.
Except my mentor was not happy with it at all. She said I shouldn't be giving 5 min breaks in a double lesson. I made the point that it was for me to set up mini experiments that she specifically wanted me to do to "show creativity through learning".
She then proceeded to have a go at me for another student teacher who was going to swap for my second placement as they wanted to see the class they may have been ended up teaching, saying "you have no right to invite them to see you, they are here to see me".
Now I felt really upset about all this because I didn't invite at all, and when I told the other student teacher they said my mentor was "well and truly supportive about watching me"
On top of that it was near my mum's anniversary of her passing away, so I ended up having a breakdown.
This is where it gets interesting.
I was then called into the professional mentor office, asking if I was OK etc, and said that if I needed a break I could withdraw. To this I kindly rejected and said that I would be better soon, it's just a hard time right now.
This was a Wednesday, so then fast forward onto next monday, my university mentor comes into the school and basically tell's me I have 2 options:
Withdraw from the course
Or continue working with the chance to lose qts and never teach again.
I was in shock and again I ended up crying a lot because I was confused. What was going on?
The uni mentor told me that the vice principal didn't want me to work at the school when I am sad because "safeguarding"
I was forced into withdrawing from the course because of the threat of me not being able to teach again was too much.
I ended up withdrawing, and I think I was essentially fired from working because I got a p45 from them in the mail.
(To which I got in contact with my union)
But now I want to go back and have been since january, but they now want to send me to a different school, the school have said they will not continue my contract, and the university will not cover the rest of the course they forced me to withdraw as I have to continue training after summer if I want the qts.
I would like to point out too that I was never a cause for concern on my teaching, but I think my mentor could not give two ****s about me because the feedback I got from her was abismal and about 2 sentences, an example would be "differentiate more for higher ability" or "change in activities"
I honestly just need some advice.
1) If I fail qts, as in they fail me for my teacher training, can I redo it?
2) Can I redo it with a different school and provider if I end up failing?
3) the school I was at have said they won't contract me after summer, and said they won't cover the univeristy course fees for restarting, what should I do?
I am doing a schools direct course with a teaching allience which is credited by a local university.
I am teaching secondary school science with specialism in physics.