Is this rape? (bit long)

I was with my boyfriend last night. I've told him about 10 times I don't want to have sex yet. Yet he always attempts it with me everytime anyway by taking our undergarments off and putting it against it, I felt him pushing inside too. The thing is I'm unaware of what's going on because I'm a virgin, and he's usually kissing me at the same time quite heavily so I don't pay as much attention.

Yesterday he put his **** in me from behind, and continued doing it for about a minute, whilst I was saying sternly about 5x STOP. I ended up saying 'okay clearly you're going to ignore me anyway aren't you?' and folding my arms and looking away. Then he stopped. Afterwards, he said it was me, I wanted it, I put my hand on his **** and forced it in. First, he told me to put my hand there, I just left it, I wouldn't be able to guide a guys **** into my hole for a start, I'm very inexperienced, he's very experienced.

He also came on me, I didn't give him permission to. I told him to always come AWAY from me. I got scared and started crying thinking I was pregnant, he told me I was 'pissing him off' instead of comforting me, which made me worse.

Yes, it is rape or at the very least sexual assault.
Please consider seeking help/support, and leave him if it is safe to do so.

U got raped.. call the police and claim them child benefits lol

1) Sex without consent is rape, he had "penetrated" you and you did say no at the start and only agreed AFTER.
2) You cannot be pregnant if he came "on you" unless you mean "in you"?

I was with my boyfriend last night. I've told him about 10 times I don't want to have sex yet. Yet he always attempts it with me everytime anyway by taking our undergarments off and putting it against it, I felt him pushing inside too. The thing is I'm unaware of what's going on because I'm a virgin, and he's usually kissing me at the same time quite heavily so I don't pay as much attention.

Yesterday he put his **** in me from behind, and continued doing it for about a minute, whilst I was saying sternly about 5x STOP. I ended up saying 'okay clearly you're going to ignore me anyway aren't you?' and folding my arms and looking away. Then he stopped. Afterwards, he said it was me, I wanted it, I put my hand on his **** and forced it in. First, he told me to put my hand there, I just left it, I wouldn't be able to guide a guys **** into my hole for a start, I'm very inexperienced, he's very experienced.

He also came on me, I didn't give him permission to. I told him to always come AWAY from me. I got scared and started crying thinking I was pregnant, he told me I was 'pissing him off' instead of comforting me, which made me worse.

Please can someone clarify things for me, my head is all over the place.

Honestly the thoughts going through my mind at that point were scary. He was on top of me, holding me down and he just kept asking 'does it feel good? It feels so good to me', and he just kept doing it harder. It was getting so painful too, I'm sure he could tell I wasn't enjoying it.

I was ignoring his questions. I looked uncomfortable. I said STOP repeatedly until I eventually gave up. After that I just became rigid and said quite angrily and clearly, something like I've given up, I keep saying to him stop and he's just ignoring me and doing it anyway.

He's done things like this before too, but more minor in a way. He always tries to finger me really deeply etc, and when I say 'stop it, you're hurting me'. He never stops, he just says 'it'll feel good after wait' and continues anyway. I can't even push his hand away because he's a lot stronger and bigger.