Well!
It's been, uh, pretty much exactly a year since I last posted here. And I'm back- funny how these things work out- albeit with a different, far nicer, man. Hideously nice. Relentlessly nice. Nice to the point where I can't actually get him alone due to him feeling the need to be polite to everyone, and a certain housemate of mine who doesn't seem to understand that sometimes two people just want to sneak off and cuddle. (Literally, cuddle).
Mostly I'm just not sure how these things actually work. We're not even officially together. Although he has told my best friend we're officially going out, so I should probably ask him about that. It's just been a very long time since I spent time with someone and it's weird. Especially since he's always travelling the country- he technically lives about an hour and a half away, but his job means he's never in the same place for more than a couple of weeks. Which is definitely going to be difficult. Plus he's gone through some really rough times recently. Really rough. And sometimes (often!) doesn't reply to texts or anything like that. Hence the posting here, I guess? Really I'm just terrified by the whole concept of a long distance relationship- I'm not sure whether I'm more scared by the effort involved or the emotions involved... xD
Sorry, this is really confused! I'm still in the 'la la la la girly' stage of this whole thing.