I'm currently in my 3rd year of a 4-year integrated masters programme and thinking about doing a PhD.
I've struggled with lack of motivation, concentration, discpline, etc. since I was a child but was still able to achieve decent grades up until I started secondary school. This is when I started to suspect that there was something wrong with me as realised that my lack of concentration was affecting my grades. I brought it up on several occasions over the years to different adults but was dismissed pretty much every time and eventually gave up on trying to get help with my issue.
Fast forward to October 2020, my issues never went away and actually seemed to get a bit worse as I got older but I've managed to get into university. My first year was during Covid so I spent most of it at home. First year doesn't count towards the final grade at my university so I didn't make much of an effort. I ended up passing but didn't get a good grade.
During second year I struggled A LOT and ended up failing two modules and having to retake some exams in order to remain on my course.
While this was a really terrible experience overall, it did give me the push I needed to go and get my "issues" checked out. I was finally diagnosed with ADHD a few months ago and prescribed medication. I honestly feel like I have a new lease on life! I've been able to focus and actually retain information for, what feels like, the first time ever. I actually feel like I could come out of this with a good grade if I work hard enough and this has made me feel more confident in pursuing a PhD.
However a lot of PhD programmes (especially at competitive universities) require academic transcripts i.e. a list of every module you've taken and the grade you got. So even if I do really well in my last 2 years (which count for 80% of my degree) and get a good overall grade, my transcript will be stained by my poor performance pre-diagnosis.
Is there any point in applying for PhDs at competitive/prestigious universities with poor 2nd year grades? Any success stories?