I do this too! Yes when I was younger they were a bit obsessive and fangirly, and mainly about Disney channel’s hottest guys. My wattpad stuff from years ago has gotten like 13k+ reads and so I won’t delete it because I log in regularly to see how many people have favourited it. However, I still write now, don’t publish any they just go in my notes app on my phone, I always have my phone so they’re always there on my notes app, and nobody else needs to see them. It’s comforting and I think there’s no shame in it, writing is a passion. No matter what it’s about it should be encouraged.