I've just completed my third placement for 1st year. I have failed all three of my placements. Durring my second placement I was removed from practice due to requiring to much supervision even tho I wasn't given an opportunity to do anything unsupervised. I was in HDU in a kids hospital and was treated differently to the other students. I have diagnosed dyslexia and trying to get a diagnosis of adhd.
Through the skin of my teeth manage to secure my place at uni after the fit to sit said I wasn't fit for practice.
I then after a few months went onto my third placement , my reasonable adjustments were followed by my assessor. However the development plan wasn't followed. There is now talks lf myself doing another fit to sit , however this time it would be for the course.
I don't think I could mentally put myself through that again , it was so hard for my to do it , and still to this day months later I have nightmares about it.
I really struggled on both of my clinical placements, I always thought I was doing well , wouldn't be told that i was being unprofessional and inappropriate, I really struggle to recognise myself that I am being those things, unless someone points it out to me immediately.
I'm struggling with what to do. What would anyone advice about this. I know i have failed my 1st year , and at this time will not progress into second year, I have organised everything to stay in the city I'm in as I'm not from where I'm studying, and now again I'm looking at getting kicked out of uni once again.