Sad but true no one can stay on top of the ball when being threatened regularly at home. My dad was a serious alcoholic and it messed my mind up.
I got caught sneaking alcohol into school and they rang the police so I’m pretty sure that’s on my criminal background checks. I was attempting to rebel and attention seek for help with my dad.
I was pretty lost in my twenties and had a drug problem (cannabis) as well as a mental health issue (schizophrenia) that it took a break down and being sectioned twice to really wrangle.
I wasn’t receiving any mental health help before being sectioned despite asking my GP multiple times - he didn’t want to put me on medication automatically and I couldn’t explain my mental health issues very well to him. I wasn’t really recognising the specific issues with my problem very well and couldn’t communicate them. I had told the GP I was smoking cannabis to try and help My mental health. He said don’t do it too much. The doctor discussed it with me the first time I was sectioned. He said it’s ok to smoke it but not too often.
During one of the times when I was unwell and not receiving any mental health help I got caught shoplifting. I wasn’t stealing out of desire or need - I had spiritual beliefs it was necessary to be a Robin Hood like character to end the evil spiritual energy. I had seriously had a schizophrenic breakdown.
After being sectioned again and being on medication long term with new advice to not smoke cannabis at all from the doctor I have finally reached balance. I wanted to be here a lot when I was younger and was devastated I couldn’t get here - it was a downward spiral where I had no help.
Now i live free of drugs entirely, according to the new advice from my most recent doctor and because I wanted this change to happen. I am really enjoying my life free of drugs and having finally gone through a mental health breakdown, I’m pleased I got picked up and sectioned.
Now that I’m living my life this way - I want to help other people with these kind of problems get there too. Is there any chance at all I would be considered as a NHS nurse if i applied?
I already have a degree, I’m interested in this type of work however and wondered if anyone knows of any case stories of people like me finding success as an NHS nurse.
I wish I didn’t have to go through the breakdown to get help when I had tried to get there before things became worse (with my GP) , i did try to stop this from happening and want to see the system improve so people can get the help they need before a crisis.
I didn’t understand that I was a criminal for sneaking alcohol when i was a teenager, I was only 13and didn’t realise how it would be taken so seriously bythe adult world.When I was in the episode in my twenties - I wasseriously not in touch with the real world and neededmedication for symptoms of schizophrenia. I was in a fairytale!
Both my GP and first psychiatric doctor (who I met afterbeing sectioned) were relaxed about me smokingcannabis - they said it was ok to smoke just not too often. I continued smoking cannabis kind of because of this relaxed advice.