im not the most academic person, but i tried on my GCSEs. i studied hard, made sure to answer every question, this was supposed to be the turning point of my school life, the part where i turn everything around to make up for my dumb decisions previously.
well it turns out i only passed English Language, Business and Engineering Design (all 6s). i failed English Language and History, which i kinda knew i would probably fail those as im not the best at them. what really sucks is i also failed maths (3) and media (3), im adamant that my media grade was misgraded but they wont let me apply for a recount, but my math.. i was 7 marks off of a pass, 7 marks- if it was the previous years grading boundaries i wouldve passed maths and media just barely, but i failed them.
i know i have nobody to blame but myself but its such a bummer, i now have to retake Yr11, putting myself a year behind all of my friends who are all attending sixth form all over 7 marks and the grade boundaries being changed. im going to be in classes with none of my friends, none of my friends failed like i did. i feel worthless man, like i cant do anything right.
what if i fail these too? idk what im gonna do, i guess this is the idea of university basically thrown out of the window.