So many. I think about her every hour of every day. Even when i’m trying to do work, all i can see in my mind is the outline of her lips, all i hear is her melodic voice and the light tinkling laugh that never fails to put a smile on my face. i want to raise her children and i’ve started to fall behind on my work because i spend so much time on zoopla browsing houses in which we could live with our 3 kids, dog, lizard and hamster.