Why am I so ugly?
My parents are beautiful. not to mention, somehow a completely different race from me which is weird because I’m not adopted. They are Latino, they definitely look it, and my mom is very dark. I’m white with ugly features, a square face, wrinkles at 22, small, green, ugly hooded eyes with almost no eyelashes, acne, pale skin, fat, and basically just the exact opposite of what anyone would want in a woman. Nobody in my 22 years of living, has anybody had a crush on me. All my friends are beautiful too, my best friend pulls everyone. She had almost all the boys in high school. She was a player too. I would try to be one too if I ever looked nearly as good as her. Or nearly as good as anyone else I know of. I’m probably the ugliest person ever. Nobody even wants to talk to me other than my friends I made a long time ago. I look disgusting. I’m basically a weirdo in everyone’s eyes. I probably look like I haven’t showered I’m days because of my greasy hair. It could just be body dismorphia. But I’m not exactly buying it, considering I haven’t had anyone crushing on me, hold hands with me, hugs me, kiss me, except maybe my parents when I was probably 4. I’m not that smart either. Last grade I got in high school was a D- probably. I haven’t went to college and right now I’m living in an apartment. I’m on debt and I work at an office and a McDonald’s. My parents were incredibly smart. My dad was living by himself at the age of 13. I’m barely coping like this at 22. Looks like I didn’t win the genetic card. But anyway, if anyone knows the reason to this, please type a response. Thank you for your time.