Hi everyone.
Ok....basically...i've never had a boyfriend before, not a proper one anyways, and after really liking someone last year, and us kissing but him not liking me like that which was not too lovely but anyways...erm...i decided that instead of me always on the lookout for men, im just gonna let em come to me from now on.
Anyways, last week, i was on the lycos chat room and met a guy who lives a 10 minute drive from me. And he seems lovely but i find it hard to trust people. So cos he says i seem nice and knows i love romance so keeps sending me the little kisses u get on msn....well basically ive decided to meet him...havent told him yet though...i know he wants to meet me....anyways....a few days ago, i got talking to this guy who ive been friends with for ages...after a long time not hearing from him...and well, we both like each other....but he lives like 2-4 hours drive away from me.....but again, he says really sweet things to me...we've never met...but we're going to this year.
he hurt me last year but not terrible terrible...anyways he's got a gf but doesnt wanna be with her, its complicated...but we both wanna give it a go...like try a long distance relationship...but i mean...i dunno..im so confused...he says im gorgeous and i know i have no self confidence...cos i dont think im pretty at all...but he says he likes me alot....so i dont know what to do...should i just meet them both and take it from there?
and also, at work today...first day on the job..i met this other guy who was wow wow wow gorgeous...and he kept smiling at me so i smiled back...only thing with him though is that he's foreign, i mean, he speaks perfect english...and he's so hot...but i dont know what to do...my mum said shes gonna give him my number next week at work...cos im training with her at the moment...help me....should i just meet these 2 guys from the net? i dont know what to do.
i mean, the guy who ive been friends with for longer, i guess my feelings for him are a bit more deeper, but i mean, cos he lives so far away from me...i dunno if i shouold just leave it or what. then u got the one whos lovely and who seemed to show an interest in me and not from a chat room...but then he's foreign..which i dunno if its bad or not...but i doubt he's interested in me like that i dunno...then i got the one from a chat room...who lives really close to me and is lovely...i dont know though, i do find it hard to trust. i guess i only like the one who lives close by cos well, he lives close by, so i guess its easier, i dont know.
help me.
karen xxx