Why is life so hard? Why can't I just have some ****ing happiness for a change? It just seems that I try and be nice and I try and do my work and do this and that, this and that and STILL people don't appreciate the amount of work I do when i'm feeling at my absolute worst. I honestly just wish invisible and live life that way where I can interact with people when I feel like. Am I just a waste of space? Why is everyone so damn cruel to the point that they go out of their way to insult people and make life hell for others. Why is it that people that do all I just mentioned get praised when they do one little thing right but for someone like me who tries and do everything right get little-to-no damn praise. I hate not having a close friend because this a time when i'd love to have one, but because i'm a waste of space it seems, perhaps it's best that I don't. I came into 2013 thinking "well it can't get much worse than the tail-end of 2012" WRONG!! In some cases it has and i'm struggling to turn this pessimistic view point around.
Just ARGHRGRHOG, why does it have to be me or anyone, to feel like this. I'm feeling pure anger and sad like emotions right now and I don't what to do. What can I do?
I hate ranting, but I had to vent...not that it did much though.