Had an unreal night last night. Didn't drink (was driving, still off drink after hitting head incident) and it was actually unreal. Kinda awkward tho.
IE: Ex walked in about an hour into the do, as I was standing directly opposite the door. Whoops. He was the most glum I've ever seen anyone for that length of time (we're talking 8pm until 3am). I also heard he'd told a friend he "just wanted a second chance" with me. Aye ok m8. You don't get second changes when you do what you did to someone, nevermind your girlfriend. Absolutely vile behaviour which he just doesn't seem to understand. But it's alright, some of the lads from work were absolutely trashed and being v. flirty (as people do when drunk), and he saw. He was raging. And he can't even get upset with me because I didn't do anything, so eyo. Suck it up.
I dunno why he came to the club, tbh. He clearly wasn't enjoying himself. Friends suspected he wanted to keep an eye on me, probably not far wrong.
Anyway, I have until next Monday to write two essays, from scratch. Absolutely no prep. done (last minute essay change for one!) so yeah, gotta work like a dog this week, and then I can go out partying and flirting with pretty boys again (totally aware it's far too soon, definitely not getting into anything with anyone until at least April. Giving myself time to heal and totally get over the experience as much as I can before I introduce a guy into my life in that manner).
Lets ****ing ace these essays/exams, guys!