Okay, I didn't really wanna make this thread because I don't think anyone would read this and I thought it'd be a waste of time but I've forced myself though.
I've read it and it isn't a waste of time, because it's served your purpose.A while back I posted a few threads (
here's the main one which links back to the other threads) about how bad my life was and I'm starting to think things are becoming worse again
Sorry, but I haven't read the context.Between that time and now, my phone was confiscated (and I still is) and a few other things were as well to the extent where I had no Internet access for about 1 month. Obviously that's not the issue though
Right now I just feel so horrible and feel so unwanted right now. I don't think anyone really wants me and I feel so hated. I'm scapegoated for problems at home (usually financial-wise) because I don't clean up after I have showers (when I do though and I'm told to have showers daily because I'm apparently impure)
If you feel horrible, become slightly egotistical for a while, to regain that self-confidence and esteem. In your head, point out flaws in other people, to make you feel better, but know when to stop.
Find out what you are wanting out of life, then desire to be there. Leave a legacy.
"In order for you to insult me, I would first have to value your opinion." That's my favourite quote at the moment, and it has a good meaning, so remember it. Ignore whoever's calling you impure, be it your parents, siblings or friends.I feel so hated by everyone and forget at home, even at college. I don't feel like I've got friends, I'm usually doing work and hardly ever talk to anyone because I'm introverted.
I'm introverted too, and I can talk to someone if they are by themself, but it's infinitely harder when there's a group of people. Find those similar in personality as you.I'm not gonna do anything crazy like run from home or anything like that. I just want someone I can speak to (and preferably remain anonymous as well) and someone that can advise me on what to do
Few...NB. I'm currently in a complicated relationship with someone else and I used to speak to him about my problems beforehand however he used to blame me for my problems though so I kinda feel its all my fault not anyone else's. I haven't spoken to him in some time since he hasn't been online or anything.
Thanks for the help and sorry if I didn't explain everything properly