For the first time since I started back at uni, I've actually felt like I want to study. I'm so thankful I'm finally feeling more normal, weeks of literally wanting to do nothing but sleep has been killing me, tbh. I still haven't done that dissertation work but as I'm feeling motivated right now, and awake, I'm gonna try knock it out then I can email her it and arrange a meeting for this week (then attempt to explain why I've not been around and get back on track). I also feel like I'm getting the anxiety I was feeling and sort of depressive turns I had under control, too. Haven't felt panicky in a few weeks now, which has been pretty good.
Gonna start posting in here more regularly because I need to get my **** together. Only got 1 semester left, if I get 60 in my last 4 modules, I'm gonna graduate with a solid 2:1. That's all I want, tbh. A solid 2:1.
So yeah, gonna have to try hit the library this week and get some serious studying done. To-do list for this week:
- Finish dissertation chapter
- Reference
- Email tutor and arrange a meeting
- Email tutors and ask if I can use them as references on my MA application
- Send application off
- Apply for other MA
- Do reading for Monday, bring Nox
- Finish blog design and start researching illuminations
- Do a blog post
- Take images of illuminations
- Send link to tutor
- Start doing sum-up blogs for each week, take photographs
- Start making notes on MMM readings/lectures/tutorials
- Do reading for Tuesday