arghgghghghghghhhhh i need to stop having a stupid perfectionist brain
I can't get it out of my head that the grading system is out of 9, not 10. If i get a 7 i go 'oh that's only 7/10 must try harder next time. 7/10's pretty rubbish' but it's not!!!!! a grade 7 is an A but i keep automatically judging it out of stupid 10 arghghghghghghh i'm going mad
arghgghghghghghhhhh i need to stop having a stupid perfectionist brain
I can't get it out of my head that the grading system is out of 9, not 10. If i get a 7 i go 'oh that's only 7/10 must try harder next time. 7/10's pretty rubbish' but it's not!!!!! a grade 7 is an A but i keep automatically judging it out of stupid 10 arghghghghghghh i'm going mad
I can understand how this is a nightmare for you! I finished sixth form in 2016 and I am now first year at uni. I am so glad I have finished before the new grading system kicked in. The numbered system is so complicated! Anyway, sounds like you're doing well. From what I've heard, not many people understand this system either!
Why do people judge so quickly? People shouldn’t determine someone’s character by how they look. Just because I don’t wear makeup at school it doesn’t mean that I’m not self conscious. Heck I hate the way I look. I’m terrified about what people think about me but I can’t do anything about it because I don’t own any makeup that would help cover my face.
“For now she need not think of anybody. She could be herself, by herself. And that was what now she often felt the need of – to think; well not even to think. To be silent; to be alone.”
I can't go on feeling the way i do. silence is good. silence is golden. to be by yourself is bliss and to be around other people can be torture, not all the time but mostly. i cannot fathom how people can be so social and bubbly all the time, without a care in the world. i don't know why i get like this... so sad all of a sudden, so anxious.
"There is no better than adversity. Every defeat, every heartbreak, every loss contains its own seed, its own lesson on how to improve your performance next time."