(Original post by Analyst89)
What are your thoughts and doubts in your head that wants to make you break up with him?
I have read a lot about how most long-term couples break up before uni and it might just be better to do it now on mutual ground.
I also sometimes feel like I'm putting more effort in than he is; I always try to leave my lessons early for him and I always walk to see him and he doesn't really do it for me. I have confronted him on it and he says that he's too busy with Cambridge stuff (I try to understand but honestly it seems to be becoming an excuse?)
He doesn't really seem to really take an interest in my future career or what I do - I study Graphic Design which is a art based so it's not really taken seriously somewhat anyway, but everytime I try to talk to him about it he kind of doesn't listen or dismisses it. Sometimes I even feel like he kind of takes the mick.
The thing that really throws me off is that it's like he can read my mind? I'll be having these bad thoughts and a few days later he will do something that disproves them? Which is what causes my mixed feelings.
Oh and he's the only person I talk to outside of my family so there's that - if I lose him I have no one else, which I think kind of plays a big part of why I'm still with him, which is really bad, I try not to think about it too much because I don't know who's at fault.
If you read all of this thanks, I realise it's really long and rambly but this is the first time I've told anyone! Thank you!