feel defeated. in my gap year. did my ucat after so much preparation and scored 2460 and band 3. a'levels from CAGs: A psych, B bio, C chem, A epq. re-sitting chemistry next summer and biology this year. thought I was going to smash my ucat and now I'm just all over the place. self confidence is low. feeling lost, and what not. any advice would be appreciated, or any sort of guidance. feel like everything I work for just doesn't work out. 2020 hasn't been my year. I'm usually very optimistic but now...