I just had my first day as an AS-Level Student and had already spent an entire afternoon and night reading through chapter 1 of all 4 subjects.
I had IGCSE last year and was a high-achiever, I worked really hard and achieved several academic awards. For that reason, I'm really determined to keep this up in A-Level, especially knowing that this is going to be a huge jump from IGCSE.
I planned to follow the same study regime I did last year: Read everything in the textbook way before everyone else and take notes during class. The problem with this regime is that it is very daunting to follow, especially when I have to read for all 4 subjects and at the same time, do my assigned homeworks. It worked last year because I only applied it to Science, also because the subjects were much easier (Business Studies - understand the concept then apply common sense, Global Perspective - know what the examiner expected, ESL - I chose this because I was unsure of my English ability but the whole course was like childplay to me, ICT - low threshold, read the textbook and practice past papers).
I feel so exhausted right after the very first day because I read through chapter 1 of all the textbooks. And that's when I have not been assigned any homework yet. I don't know if I can keep this up, the reason why I prefer self-study is that I don't trust the teachers, last year they didn't teach me anything useful for the exams (everthing was either out of sync with the syllabus or they go so slowly that if I follow their study plan, I will merely have any time to revise when exam comes).
Can anyone help me sort this out by,perhaps, giving me a more sensible study plan? I suffered greatly with anxiety disorder and eating disorder last year, summer break helps but I got triggered so hard as school started.
I barely have time for anything else in my life for I spend so much time on school work. My relationship with my siblings suffered greatly last year due to this and I feel guilty not seeing my parents all day because I was stuck in my room with all the works I assigned myself.
Thank you for listening to my vent, I really appreciate your time.