I've always been so unsure of what to do with my life. I dropped out of applying to university last minute because I feared that it wasn't what I wanted to do, and the course I was going to choose just didn't feel right. I then decided to take a 'gap year'. I am currently on said 'gap year' and my plans were to travel and go to university next year.
However, my plans have drastically changed which is fine. I am about to start a career in cabin crew in February which is exciting, and it's something that I have wanted to do, so when this opportunity arose I didn't want to say no.
However, I know this is something I don't want to do forever. I have big aspirations to work in the business sector and do business management, social media management or events management, or something like that, it's always appealed to me a cooperate environment, but I feel like I have completely missed out on the university experience and it's just too late.
I did think about the apprenticeship route and possibly moving away to do an apprenticeship once my cabin crew contract finished.
Does anyone else have this constant uncertainty on whether whatever they're doing is right or if they are on the right path, or if they should be doing something else? I can never pinpoint what I want and it's incredibly frustrating.
I do apologize for the rant but thank you if you listened to this haha.