I have a long distance reltionship with my bf! we have been through so much and we have only been together almost 2 yearsI still both in school. We have been through so so much! i have done some bad stuff and so has he, however i have been pretty down lately just failed my driving test for the 3rd time, had a career plan but now i have no idea what i want to do, i hate my school, I am a semi professional runner and its hard keeping up with training and work so i get stressed out a lot on top of having a job, as My bf earns no money i am the provider of our relationship which i dont mind, as its him and i would do anything for him. However we barley text at all in the day which really gets me down sometimes as he says he is always busy at school, but i feel like he says stuff to me to make me happy and not because he means it, and the way he acts isnt how he actually feels. I feel like he is so sweet to everyone else but puts it on for me. And when i feel very down (like at the weekend when i ran badly) i feel he is so patronising. I do tell him how i feel but he just says im being ridiculous but its kind of upsetting me :/ I find it hard not seeing him for months at a time and somedays we rarley speak i would love him also to do something random but sweet sometimes as whenever he comes over i cook, clean, wait on him everything! and i want him to take control sometimes and just say "look ill cook dinner tonight" or something like that or send me a random sweet message! those small things mean so much!
sorry about the long post
any advice??