Entered an LDR for the summer, as we're a uni couple. I'm starting to really appreciate that I have him around most of the time, we're so much luckier than so many others.
He's just gone off travelling for a bit, and even though I want him to have the most amazing time I have to admit I'm feeling really down. I can't get in touch with him and he said he'd call today at some point before his flight. He didn't get in touch in the end but I'm not annoyed- check in can be really hectic. Just a bit gutted because I won't hear his voice for about a month (thank goodness it's only a month!) and Im starting to feel like I should have sent a 'hope you have a safe journey' text but instead just passively waited on his call, which is really rubbish of me.
I feel so sad, it's awful. I know it's made worse by the fact that I'm at my uni house for another 3 weeks by myself due to having shifts, and it will get a bit better when I see my friends and family. But even if I keep myself busy I can't stop feeling like this. Also, and this sounds awful, a part of me is terrified he'll have such a good time and kind of just... get over me? Especially because I simply lost feelings for my ex (while we were still together) with the excitement of coming to uni.
Sorry, I know I'm in a relatively fortunate position and there's people who have it so much worse, but I've not had anyone to speak to all day and just needed to offload. Not even looking for sympathy really, literally just wanted to be able to share with somebody.