Dear You,
Remember how close we were at the start of university?. So close like sisters and you slowly pushed me away. Yes I know I am not the party type, the drinker but I am a good friend.I was a good friend to you
I am torn between my morals and my heart. My heart is numb. What you did, I didn't like, what you pretend to be ,I don't like it either. Thing is I don't even know who you are anymore. I know you are broken and try so hard to pretend you are not. You tried so hard to fit in with a group of girls that didn't like you.You became like them, started doing what they did all because you wanted to be a part of that friendship group so badly.Well, well, well would you look at how it turned out?. It makes me laugh. You didn't even wish me a happy birthday or a merry christmas but you did to a bunch of girls that ignore you, pretend you don't exist and ditch you all the time.I was there for you, I helped you in the best way I could have and you couldn't see that.
You know what, I forgive you and I want to forget you. I don't have anything against you,I have lost the respect I had for you.You're nothing to me now. You can stop trying so hard to come back into my life now that you have been ditched by your 'pals' .That's one thing I have noticed about you, I only exist when nobody else is giving you the time of day. I'm sorry, but I respect myself enough to not have people who see me as an option.
I wish you all the best