So for six years now I've been struggling with severe anxiety and depression. My anxiety is so bad that sometimes I'm scared to even talk to my parents or my best friend. For six years I have been seeing a councillor, I've been seeing a psychiatrist for four years (the councillor and psychiatrist are both in the same government facility) and I've started going to a third person who is trying to help me overcome my problems. A few years ago I was put on anti-anxiety pills. I should mention that the school I am at is in the top 3 in NI and they constantly push their students to the limits. The school knows all about my issues and my parents are frequently on the phone to my year head and the schools child protection officer. My depression and anxiety flares up really badly around exams, but this year has been the worst. I had to stay off for 3 weeks and now there's only 2 weeks to my first exam but I can't bring myself to study for anything. Every time I try to do it or even think I genuinely cry and pull out my hair. I can't sit my exams but the school haven't said anything about using predicted grades so now I'm REALLY worried. Are they expecting me to sit the exams? The course I want to do at uni needs a minimum of 3 Bs but at the minute I'll be lucky to get 3 Es. Is there any way that I can get predicted grades and not have to throw my future away? Thanks in advance.