Depression Society MkII

Right, thanks, well it's a thought I guess. I must remember though that it probably hasn't actually kicked in working yet!

I really really want a hug right now :'(

ho hum

How are you doing today hun xx

Firstly, I'm scared about having to go to the accommodation office today to say I'm leaving.

you're dropping out of uni? how come?! i guess that's a lon gstory though

have you gone in to the office yet?

So so. Managed to wake up and not think 'oh god, i have to get up' which was a positive start. But then I got up and things started to go wrong. Firstly, I'm scared about having to go to the accommodation office today to say I'm leaving. Secondly, I got an email from my 6th form and they won't write me a reference for my new course Don't know what to do. I'm stuck now. Great.

How are you? xx

Aww Bless, Well ask your tutor for the course you just dropped out on, thery will give you a reference.

Im ok, Soaked through to skin though xx

he doesn't know me at all. only seen him once for 10 minutes. only done 3 pieces of assessed work. nothing the uni can do at all

Then your going to have to ask a careers advisor they will put you in the right direction.

See, this is why I feel so bloody alone in this world. No one will help me. So upset today. :'(

How are you anyway?

Can i have a rant- so yes, i'm greiving for my miscarriage, even though i was planning to abort, it feels awful as im totally blaming myself, and feel so empty, lost and confused about my life, and whats happened. The one person- that one person who told me he would be there for me, before and after- told me to trust him, and that he would always be there when i wanted to talk

HASN'T BEEN THERE. im so ******* fed up, i hate it...i hate it so much, i hate him, how dare he, i've texted him twice asking if hes ok, then asking if i can chat- because i woke up feeling really angry about this whole situation, and theres no one else i can talk to, hence why im on here venting, i've had enough

To be frank with you, I reckon he told me he'd be there to just make sure i'll abort it...now he knws its gone, he doesn't give a crap about me, about the loss of his child...he just doesn't, and its so clear now.

Can i have a rant- so yes, i'm greiving for my miscarriage, even though i was planning to abort, it feels awful as im totally blaming myself, and feel so empty, lost and confused about my life, and whats happened. The one person- that one person who told me he would be there for me, before and after- told me to trust him, and that he would always be there when i wanted to talk

HASN'T BEEN THERE. im so ******* fed up, i hate it...i hate it so much, i hate him, how dare he, i've texted him twice asking if hes ok, then asking if i can chat- because i woke up feeling really angry about this whole situation, and theres no one else i can talk to, hence why im on here venting, i've had enough

To be frank with you, I reckon he told me he'd be there to just make sure i'll abort it...now he knws its gone, he doesn't give a crap about me, about the loss of his child...he just doesn't, and its so clear now.

Oh im so so sorry I really am. When I was with a girl, she had a miscarriage and with no fault of my own it broke us really badly. I am really sorry to hear about your miscarriage. Maybe the guy is too worried about what to say to you because you are at a particularly vulnerable stage at the moment. Can you ring him to see if hes ok? Or pop over his house? I dont know you but if you ever need to talk about anything Im here for you ok. No matter what the rant is!!