Im going to have my rant now as im really ****** off. Its coming up to xmas and iv just split with my long term partner. Its going to be so hard being without him and I really cant be bothered to face t alone. I dont have any parents to help me through this, well actually I have no family whatsoever. I feel my life is crumbling right before my eyes and im not strong enough to help bring it back up. I dont know what to do anymore, I just wanna die I really do, I know thats selfish because of my son but I keep feelings im a **** dad because im feeling this low