Depression Society MkII

i'm around! feeling pretty lonely again, but not too bad. revising for an exam tomorrow. how's you and everyone else?

are you seeing anyone about your depression? If you are then you should definitely tell them your suicidal thoughts have increased, if not then you should probably think about it.

im pretty sure im going crazy...
I felt awful earlier and just sat in the rain getting completely soaked and hoping i would catch pneumonia because having something physically wrong with me would be so much easier than trying to deal with how i feel.

Im not seeing anybody, its probably stupid of me but im just so worried that my parents will find out and i would rather they didnt know. i have thought about it though and i perhaps should really try to go.

i actually enjoy walking in the rain. no idea why...
i do all the time, have done for a good year now. i haven't really come close to actually doing it though. what's making you feel how you are? there's people on here who care, at least...

forensic geology!

must be off now i'll be around for a chat tomorrow though!

if you don't want your parents to find out then they won't. Nobody involved with the care will be able to say anything, and you're in control of who you tell.

There is a chance it might not help, but when it's as serious as thinking about suicide then you've really got nothing to lose. Something as simple as taking a pill every day could really improve your state of mind.

I know BruceTaylor posts here a fair bit,
I'm going to see him in hospital tomorrow and making him a 'Get Well Soon' card from TSR with the smiley on the front.
If any of you would like to leave a message, please do, choose the colour, and I'll write it in, sorry it's a bit late, anything's great, I know he'd be touched
Thanks loads,
Antimatter

Message for bruce...

What's up jonathan? You alright there?

Not really. I just don't have any motivation anymore.

How are you, special1ne?

I'm surviving, my Maths exam today really bummed me out: was not expecting it to be THAT hard, and generally feeling unworthy of everything. I mean, if I can't handle exams then it must link to me not being good enough at things

I'm surviving, my Maths exam today really bummed me out: was not expecting it to be THAT hard, and generally feeling unworthy of everything. I mean, if I can't handle exams then it must link to me not being good enough at things

NO, definatly not.

Some people aren't academic and don't have brains that can hold information learnt by rote. I'm one of them... I know what you're feeling. Never did any good at school, when I worked hard it never paid off, didn't bother much. I have my skills, but in different areas, as I'm certain you do. Unless you're a vegetable with no brain activity you are good at something positive.

for you too Jonathon.

I'm sorry your exam didn't go great, but they're not everything, and they certainly don't mean you're not good enough at anything else. Have you got many more left?

I can't really motivate myself to do any revision for my exams at the moment.

Yeah but it would be really nice to be good at a subject, like really good in it. Instead, I'm more or less looking at the prospect of miserable grades at AS Level. Oh, what I would give to do what I liked (even though it's not good). And to jonathan and kiss_me_now