I went to the hospital today for my skin test, turns out I only have a mild allergy to jizz, not responsible for the symptoms I experience; which means the reaction I have 'down there' is almost certainly because of jake putting bleach and things in me. how the **** am I supposed to go to a doctor and tell them I think a rapist has ruined my genitals by torture?
I'm going to see the abuse therapist on friday morning and i'll talk to her about it then. hopefully she can write me a reference to the doctor so I won't have to talk about it.
I hate him for every single thing he has done to me. i wish I'd never met him.