Hello, I am 45 years old, a married mother of 2 children juggling two part-time admin jobs. I have just applied for a full-time BA History with foundation year. With a handful of GCSE's, some evening class study and NVQ3 qualification the prospect is frightening to say the least! Other than having a strong interest in the subject, I don't feel that prepared for the work ahead. Rather than do an access course, I have decided to start with the Foundation year which is better for me financially as I will get maintenance grant & loan. My university of choice is considering my application but has asked for a 1000 word essay on a certain subject which is so they can determine my level of skill. I have never written an essay in my life! My gut reaction is to (a) passionately rattle off the required 1000 words on the subject as I see it then the admissions department will see a true picture of where I'm at. Or are they expecting (b) a perfect, well-researched piece littered with citations / references/Bibliography etc.., in other words my perceived level of a first year student..? I could tackle the second option and make a pigs ear of it, but it wouldn't be an accurate representation . It is, after all, a foundation year I'll be doing so don't want the Uni. to be under the impression I can enter as first year student instead, on the other hand don't wish to disgrace myself as not even ready for foundation. Any thoughts, please?