I didn't think I'd find the transition from sixth form to University so difficult.
I went to a grammar school for 7 years, and I felt pushed beyond my limits when I first began. Piling on the homework and the class tests, it was all too overwhelming. I felt like I had no choice but to continue working and working. But constantly having to meet the unreasonable deadlines, coupled with having to keep up with my intelligent peers, meant that after all those years I was able to do well in exams.
University, on the other hand, is entirely different. Every person works independently, having to keep themselves motivated throughout the year. You go and research, buy books and do reading, all on your own accord. The tutors don't know who you are, and could not care less if you succeed or not. There are coursework deadlines but there is no regular and compulsory set work that I have to do out of fear of the tutor. The content required for doing well in coursework and exams seems less structured... A Levels would consist of having to splurge certain key points onto an exam paper in a structured manner.
I haven't been able to motivate myself. I haven't made friends on my course, so intellectual course related discussion/ hanging out with the motivated people is not an option. And it's too late to weasel my way into an already established friendship group now.
I knew that University would be different, everyone talked of the independent learning. But again, I didn't think I'd find it so hard to work independently.
Has anybody had the same problem? How have you pushed yourself in University? What about pushing yourself to do extremely well, rather than just hoping to scrape by, like I'm currently doing. What keeps you motivated day in and out?